Noth groundbreaking….
Feel so stuffed… had a late dinner — ate a little fast… wind in tummy
Then went over to Duxton for rum and chocolate tasting…
Was okay – but the silent shudder of loneliness and underlying discomfort I feel makes me wonder….
I wonder about my job, about my spending on the “good stuff”… Even something as mundane as switching on the air-con at night – a luxury that I did not always have – and end up shivering thru sleep…
I think maybe I indulge- over indulge purely because its a luxury
But I wonder if I really just want only the fan…. This extends to “bigger things” like the job and all…
Need to make a decision soon… and nowhere near an answer – tho strangely apathetic about it…
Wanted to post this last night but totally KO-d at like 10pm cos night before didnt sleep at all…
Yayy no more studies….!
Time to find something else to do….
