Just saw a blind man take the escalator- and the tired sigh of a woman who I imagine must have just done grocery or amenities shoppibg for her children/ household.
It got me wondering if all my gripes and dissatisfaction with my work and life is the “unqualified” complaints of one who hasnt had to deal with real responsibilities and harshness of life – ie the usual “wake up from ur idealistic dreams, stupid child”
I cant help feeling a little like that – while at the same time wonder does it make my views any less valid.
ponders on.
Queer, somewhat unexpected rush of loneliness and … a scream – at nothing in particular and everything and myself i think
Im on the train so no, no verbalisation of that scream – but those who know me may i know i rarely do so in most circumstances
Those who’ve seen when Im raw and emotional would probably say I scream very loud
Thinking if a beer or whiskey will be good when i reach home… or be healthy n stick to Yakult?
